I'll just be going on with my life perfectly fine when I see a picture of my dad or of his house. I'm instantly stabbed in the chest with grief unlike any other. Because as I am going through my life, subconsciously in the back of my mind it feels like he is still here. … Continue reading Sometimes Life Just Hits You Like a Ton of Bricks
College is definitely the biggest roller-coaster I've been on so far, I've been having a flood of different emotions from happiness to depression. It's such a huge adjustment to be living 'on my own' for the first time ever and being away from my family for so long. It sucks sometimes. It's been filled with … Continue reading College: A Roller-Coaster
That's right, 5 days from now I will be moving into my college dorm for my freshmen year. It is exciting, nerve-wracking, and overall completely terrifying. It is such a huge step in my life and I am kind of ready for it? But kind of not at the same time. It is at this … Continue reading 5 Days Until My World Turns Upside Down
As the school year ends and I get ready to graduate in 3 days, I just wanted to reflect back on my time at EAU and how much it has changed my life. I cannot imagine not going to EAU after all these years, it was the best decision I have ever made and I was … Continue reading A Look Back Through High School
We've had such weird weather in Indiana lately. Yesterday it was in the mid 70's, while a week ago we were experiencing a snow storm... What? That is exactly how our weather has been all winter. In fact, it was in the 60's for a whole WEEK in February, then the temps dropped to the … Continue reading Is spring finally here?
I will be the first to admit that my relationship to God has been nearly nonexistent. It just has and I have been struggling with it for almost 2 years now. It's been 2 years since I've truly started my 'walk' as they call it. My best friend at the time and my ex boyfriend, … Continue reading Who knew it’d be so hard to turn to God?
It is 12:04 AM. I am sitting here in my family room and I am tired. Not ordinary "yawn" tired. I am tired of my feelings. I am tired of my anxiety. I am tired of being sad. Not only am I tired of being sad, I am exhausted. I hate myself for staying up … Continue reading Late Night Thoughts